Taco Bell

Nick and I went to walmart today and on the way home I made him stop and get Taco Bell for me. He got Wendy's for himself and McDonald's for the kids. At Taco Bell I got the spicy chicken grilled crunch wrap supreme with no tomatoes and extra Nacho cheese, a hard taco and a Dr pepper. This is my favorite meal and I crave it all the time. I know how unhealthy it is for me but i want it, no I have to have it at times. As wonderful as it tasted I know feel guilty about eating it. I also ate a few pieces of the chocolate that we got for the kids, so I feel even more guilty.

I did good yesterday. I only had 2 Dr. peppers. I did have a handful of Cheetos and 2 ores. I snack a lot especially late at night. We eat dinner around 6 pm and usually don't go to bed until 11 or 12 and I always want to eat during this time. I restited until my mother in law brought home oreos. I only had two so I was proud of myself.
Yesterday was a good day; today started out bad. I had coffee and 3 oreos within an hour of waking and now the Taco Bell and chocolate. Hopefully the rest of the day will go alright and tomorrow will be better.